So, on Monday April 9 2012 I'm going to begin fasting to cleanse my body of the toxin I'm not sure how well this is going to work out, but I will give it my all with the strength of God.  I've been looking for it everywhere I've tried it before but I have to cook for my children and then that is what usually gets me back started.  This time I'm going to be determined and try my best to keep focused on the long term goal much prayer will be needed I know this for sure.  So far almost two years now I've been over weight and I say its been long enough time to make a change and I will start here with clearing my body to start fresh.  I'm sure there are plenty of health problems that come from this because all I can say is greed it seems like I just can't get enough.  I eat when I don't need to but I guess you can say I'm a boredom eater I eat when I'm bored and that seems like all the time.  I will find things to occupy my time and start going to the gym at least three days a week even if I just go for an hour something has to give.  I like to believe that I'm a spiritual person but I will begin to work on that as well.  I believe we as people can do great things but because there is so much bad and distractions in our lives we tend to go down what ever route seems to be the easiest for us. 

If anyone has any guidance or ideas or even words of wisdom I'm all ears because I will need it through everyday.  I think that it will only be as hard as I make it because God is so good to me and sometimes I don't know where I would be without him I will need his guidance and help through this process the most.